today was very bad day coz i missed an opportunity...

this is someting related with my weakness that i want to share i front of everyone. today my collage organized mock test related with some activities like G.D.(group discussion) and apptitude and my TPO Sir strictly informed us, that every student should reach at 9:50AM .my first mistake is that i reached collage at 9:51AM so TPO Sir didn't allow late comers to enter in MBA Hall so i went to the canteen for a while when i came back i saw there is nobody, outside the hall all students have entered, in hall  so i was bit afraid and ran to the hall with my friend neeraj,when i went there i saw late comers are standing in front of the TPO Sir and i thought TPO Sir insulted themso i just went back home,this was my 2'nd mistake ,now i regret what i had done in morning and i realise that i have lost a golden opportunity where i would have proved myself. when i came back home all these things were running in my mind and i was very disappointed. whenever i speak english i have a feeling of hasitation and i want to remove this hasitation in myself,since i have realise my  mistake i would  request my colleague  as well as my friend and faculty members help me in overcoming the barriors that i face during conversation. thank u..